jiashinlee

#346 Happy birthday my love ♥

2012-01-11T16:34:00.003+08:00

Love is give and take.
Love is hard times and good times.
It's challenging each other to be better. it's learning from each other.
It's work in progress.
It's a feeling of sadness because you couldn't be happier.
It's conversations that involve no words.
It's chaotic and it's unpredictable.
It makes you want to scream.
It's a feeling that's deeper than that of any other feeling.
It's a gift.

Happy Birthday my dear ♥
I wish you the best for year 2012!

I spent the whole week thinking where to go, what to eat but it the end I did not follow my plan lol
We overslept so we decided to go somewhere near, after moments of deep thinking I brought him to I-shin food portion's small & it's not as good as it used to be ~~plus boyfie had a hard time using the ipad menu ROFLMAO~~ for dinner and later on we went to G-tower's, rooftop view bar for a drink.

Got him a Mont Blanc wallet! I've been hiding the gift all around the house and finally the right time to present this to him. He was surprised because as usual I'm always broke cause my overspending on myself but you're more important than ZARA & Topshop, worst of all he didn't want to use it because he thinks he's gonna spoil it. BIG SWT

Super windy environment hence the weird expression and the messy hair. The place was deserted since it was a Sunday therefore we had the whole place to ourselves. *yippie*

My MR.

The MR and the MRS

Kissy kissy for the birthday boy ♥

I learned that when you love someone, you should treat them the way you feel because sometimes just saying it isn't enough. ILY

#345 Excited D:

2012-01-08T04:31:00.004+08:00

It's gonna be 5am soon and I'm still awake because I'm too excited for tomorrow. I've got a really bad habit, when ever I'm too excited I can't sleep.

To be honest I've got butterflies in my stomach! It's my first time celebrating his birthday for him and it's my first time I did anything for a guy. I hope you love the gift my DBC dear ♥ Well I wish he like the gift I got him although I've got a feeling he might go into nagging mode but hopefully everything works out well tomorrow ;D

#344 10 thing I want to do this year

2012-01-06T17:14:00.008+08:00

1) I haven traveled for ages I think so I've been dying to travel & boyfie made my wish come true! Thanks love I'm going to North India for 2 weeks during the chinese new year holiday so I've got 10 days to go and I'm super excited!

2) Peru is a place I dying to visit! Imagine the ancient ruins & labyrinthine cities like Machu Picchu! They are just beautiful :* ~~I wonder when will this dream come true?~~

3) Of one the places I wanna go to. The city of romance ♥♥♥

4) Haha I guess this task has been done already! I was thought to let love find me and guess what? It really did! "Don’t find love, let love find you." That’s why it’s call falling in love because you don’t force yourself to fall, you just fall.

5) This is a MUST DO for every human being! Donate to the SPCA! Just visit their website here and you can bank in/visit their branch in Ampang Jaya.

6) I was never the person who wakes up early hence the chance to catch a sunrise is ~~0.0001%~~ but no fret I got a feeling I might get the chance to catch a sunrise when I'm India :P

7) It's a girl's thing. We are never happy with our own body! So this year I decided to be happy with mine! Although secretly I think I'll look better if I lose another 5kgs or so!

8) I'm planning to visit Universal Studio Singapore *die die also I wanna go* but unfortunately my DBC boyfriend doesn't like the idea of theme parks. *lame* but his wonderful girlfriend shall surprise him! Time to pre-book some attractive packages! *I promise you'll love the transformer ride*

9) I know I'm being Juliet here :P Since there is no Eye of Malaysia the nearest ferris wheel will be the Singapore Flyer! Therefore I'm dying to go to Singapore :D

10) Last but not least happiness is something that's very important in life hence it's something I would like to achieve every year ♥

#343 Happy New Year

2012-01-02T04:34:00.001+08:00

Happy 2012 to everyone!
How was your new year?
Well spent with love ones?

Learned something important this new year that I would love to share.
Sometimes it's who we are with that's more than important than where it is.
Enjoying the fireworks & taking pictures with you is bliss. What else could I ask for?

We fight over things that don't matter and say things that we'll only want to take back but you will always be the one I want to be in love with at the end of every day ♥

Outfit of the night.
Zara pink corset top & Topshop skinny jeans with a Gucci bag ♥

Partied at Vellin Club, Ferenheit. At first I was really skeptical about the idea of going down to KL for a countdown, the thought about getting stuck in jams and being in the crowd frightens me but surprisingly it was not jammed. I guess nowadays there are a few places where you could go for a countdown hence less traffic.

I'm feeling rather "old" when I talk about this. I can remember perfectly how I spend my mellinium countdown with my grandma & uncle in year 2000. It was unforgettable, I guess everyone in KL went over to Bukit Bintang as it was the only place to go to.

Boyfie with his housemate.

A picture with the good view behind us. Feels funny, it's my first picture with the twin tower after so many years of living near it.

Love this picture of him! First time I find you good looking with this hair style :P

With Sze Min my boyfie's brother's girlfriend. Cute isn't she?

#342 Zoukie

2011-12-30T03:00:00.002+08:00

It's been ages since I partied, got a new nickname from my friends as well. I'm well known for being a "house wife" now. ~~Going to the market, cleaning up the house, etc.~~
Oh well but it's not so bad after all when you know what you want ;)

Head off to Zouk with my babes Alexis & Tania.
Zouk was deserted! What happen man! They only opened up their main room!
4play is not as fun as it used to be anymore. *disappointed*
No dj goldfish in the house *lagi disappointed*
Fortunately I got a bunch of good friends to party with me!

My fake smile. Haha I look so silly here :D
Cheki in club is fun ♥

Dee's signature fuck you sign!
Taylor gang!!! ♥

Tania, Alexis & I

with Alexis ♥
Thanks for the make up babe!

I'm red as a tomato! ;)

#341 Jolly Jolly X'mas

2011-12-27T03:05:00.001+08:00

It's finally here!
It's 25th of December!
It's Christmas :)

My pre x'mas celebration with mama & lil sister at Huck's cafe!

Basil Seed Mint Soda with pink tadpoles. Oh okay there's no pink tadpoles but Mama used to tell us it's tadpoles and I'm used to calling it the things tadpoles :D

Cottage Lamb Stew Pie. Jaw drops! It's was so big definitely worth what I paid! A must try when you visit his cafe.

I totally forgotten about this dish because I was too busy catching up with my family :P

Portobello mushrooms with minced meat inside it. Imagine biting into the mushrooms and the juice from it comes out! Yum yum!

My wonderful desert! Durian Mudpie! Omg I've been craving for durian for ages but due to my health condition I had to restrict myself from consuming it.

I was surprised by my boyfie on x'mas eve ♥

I was really touched & surprise by the flowers that were hidden underneath the blanket.
At first I was a lil bit upset because x'mas means a lot to me and he went out gaming with his friends therefore the disappointment. Well I was partially at fault as well since I had work to do. Anyway I was really surprised with what he did!

He's such a bad liar! I called him on that day and he didn't pick up so call so I was suspecting something, when he returned my call, he told me he went out to get dinner but I was like *hmmm we just had dinner* then he told me he bought cup noodles instead *hmmm but we just bought cup noodles the other day*

Thanks for your surprise you made me so happy I was like a silly girl standing in the room smiling all by myself.

All set and ready to go out for lunch with mama & papa at G3, Bangsar ♥
He's obsessed with his sunglasses. Haha well I like them too he looks better. I just realize he has got such a "big" face aka roti face!

With the lil one from home!
Merry X'mas! I was glad that you loved your present :)

Mama with her green risotto. Well that explains her expression right?
Haha just kidding! Her dish was wonderful.

My Tag Heur watch from papa. Mama told me he gave me a watch because he wanted something lasting so that I could remember him all the time.
Awwww so sweet xoxo love you papa!
Although I secretly wished for a iphone4s :P

As for mama she got a Hello Kitty ♥ make up set from Sephora!

Mei mei took a picture for us a little bit blurry but I love it.

Rushed home and I had just enough time to bring ah Poo out for a x'mas walk.
I got him a fish toy as his x'mas present and he loves it to the max!
As well as a few cans of addiction which is now his favorite but I wonder how long it'll last him. He's so picky with his food! *you think you human ah!*

That's not it.
I was pampered by my boyfie again! I lupp chu sho much ♥
He brought me to Hard Rock Café, Concorde Hotel and gave me another treat.

My alcoholic drink with malibu and idk what but it was not good nuff because I was not even sober by the end of the night! I wonder if there's liquor inside or what?

Got my desert for the day, Apple crumble with lots of cinnamon on top as well as a scoop of vanilla ice cream :)

I had a great x'mas with love & family this year ♥
Wishing everyone a Merry Christmas & a Happy New Year :)

#340 Let's go Langkawi!

2011-12-20T03:27:00.010+08:00

DBC boyfie sending me off to the airport.
Got myself a Marc Jacobs sunglasses ♥

Wif my Agnesbaby ♥

Stayed in Meritus Pelangi Beach Resort.
The wonderful view from my chalet. I love waking up in the morning now!

Tab-ing my 1st day away :)

Ignore my silly face :P

Day 1 - we decided to take it slow and easy for the first day.
Walked out to Cenang beach and found this lovely thai restaurant, Rose tea thai food.

All dolled up to go out for dinner.

Yummy yummy gumdrops!!
Ordered surf & turf which consist of medium rare steak my favorite, prawns & potato croquettes

Tea time at the executive lounge.
Fresh smoked salmon OH DEAR! I'm feeling so fat already.

Day 3 in Langkawi! Time for seafood madness!
I lurveeeee my tiger prawns, by the way this is only the medium size ones.
Then we tried the sweet & sour fish as well as fried squids.

Sun bathing just outside my chalet ♥
This is how life is suppose to be :)

Strolling down the beach on one evening. Ahhh I don't mind having a life like that everyday.

The wonderful beach life. Unfortunately I can't swim.

Last day - Goodbye Langkawi :D
I will miss you ):

#339 Doggone Good

2011-12-04T03:16:00.001+08:00

My big boy starting his obedience training by a paw-fessional trainer,Rubini Maruthian. Unfortunately we didn't get his full attention because he's not into dog treats, even his favorite bread *scratch head*

Anyway I'll be heading off to Langkawi tomorrow, gonna miss my boys :*

#338 Smile (:

2011-11-29T16:05:00.007+08:00

It's end of the year! There's sales everywhere, I guess this is the best time to go out and grab stuff! Basically we went bonkers yesterday, just realized that my boyfie is also a shopaholic! We shopped from pavilion to the curve, from electronics to clothes. Thanks for pampering me this weekend. I'll be a good girl for the whole week :P

Well the usual me would never wake up on a weekend or a holiday due to the jam! You know how bad it is to look for a carpark, place to eat, on a weekend. So I woke up at 8am yesterday mainly for pancakes, unfortunately my pancakes turned into char kuey teow because his car's battery. A pity indeed but never mind, we still manged to shop till we drop!

After a long day we settled ourselves at uptown, again we have changes in our plan, boyfie is a very bad planner. We were suppose to go to wondermilk but ended up in Tang sifu. pffft guys!

Have a look at our silly face I know we look terribly silly but you know what people say nothing we really like is ever out of style.

A healthy dinner at Tang Sifu at Uptown, Damansara. They basically serve traditional chinese soup, which is usually not my cup of tea but apparently what I choose turned out quite well.

Then desert, the lovely bird's nest soup ♥
Chinese traditionally believed yàn wō (燕窝) helps to provide health benefits.

Forced him to camwhore with me and here's the outcome.
ROFLMAO to the max. His gangster face memang kaw kaw.

favorite picture of us.

Sometimes I wanna tell you this but then again it's too cheesy for me to say it out but the truth is every day we are together is the greatest day of my life ♥ but sometimes you drive me nuts with your bad temper! As promised both of us will change and compromise right?

#337 Fly like a G6

2011-11-29T15:25:00.005+08:00

Hi all! How's everyone doing? It's end of the year soon all I could say is time flies. The last time I went for a photo shoot was a year ago and after a year another shoot with Duke. Thanks for your time, love your work and poses you thought me!

November is such a tease, rainy one day, sunny the next, I need a freaking vacation :3 ohhw! I'm going to Langkawi next week! Gonna work with LIMA! Time to fly like a G6 ♥

#336 Busy busy me

2011-10-27T13:37:00.004+08:00

Been ages since my last update, no much photos take lately either due to my busy schedule. Started work with my new company, finally a company I'm happy with!! Haha took me quite a while to hunt down such a good deal.

My lovely boys! <3
ah poo is now looking for a partner to mate now.
So if anyone has a female filla looking for a handsome partner do contact me :)

Went through my old pictures look what I've found!
My LOMO pichas!!
This little pretty is belle, a baby girl of Biru's (one of my Siamese cat I gave away)

I miss my younger days. How we used to sit there and wish we will just grow up. I was told many times to enjoy my childhood but I was as stubborn as a bull therefore I miss my childhood more than anything else. ~~Growing up ain't fun.~~

#335 Freelance jobs

2011-10-03T10:37:00.005+08:00

I've got 2 weeks break before my real life comes back, so I went back to freelance, the jobs are fine but what's not fine is the people who's in this industry. Many dark edges in between. This 2 weeks has been hectic, one of the worst I've had lately.

You get dumbass agent who didn't confirmed you for the job but called you a day before the event and tell you to work. HELLO! I PLAN MY STUFF YOU KNOW! Then they go, wah you so fast got job one! #wtf

Some agent who didn't confirmed you for the job insist that you have confirmed. Please! You called and asked me if I was free during this weekend, the answer was yes but you've got to confirmed me, I texted you, no reply, another offers come, I take it up! Don't force me to work for you in the end! #fyl

Or you get agents who think they can blacklist girl but hey! We can blacklist you guys as well. Yes I admit girls make mistakes too but my dear agents you guys are humans as well! Don't treat girls like shit! I have wonderful humans who owe me money for 5 months! #fyl

Some client can just call you up a day before the event to ffk and think is alright, their reason was they have enough people so they don't need you, so I told them I'm out for the next event, Hey! I wouldn't know if you need me or not the next time, so the middle person comes and tell you they want rm30 cause I ffk them. Yes it's my fault but I did my part, I found you a few replacement but they didn't want her cause she's also a agent as well, so was it really the clients decision or was it yours?

Serious I go #wtf all the time! Oh well bidding farewell to this dark industry!

Day to count down : 4 days to go :D

Can't wait to start working again.

Meet my maid, Tania. Super cute, sweet girl ♥ It's our last day working together. I will miss you :3

After a long day of work, after hours of standing in heels and smiling, my chatime pearl milk tea that boyfie bought. ILY ♥ you always know the right thing to do, what more could I ask from you?

Another one of my babes, Viky See. I just love working with her,we are so talkative we couldn't stop talking. lol

My awesome meal last Saturday. IKEA meetballs! Couldn't finish it so I force ma man to do the DBKL job hahaha. Alright I herby promise I will not work during weekends anymore. My pets needs me.

#334 Rainy Days

2011-09-17T16:37:00.004+08:00

Don't you just hate the weather lately? It's so wet! rain! rain & rain!! It's cold & wet, idonchlikeit!! Then again there's one thing that makes my day during rainy days, a hot pot of soup! Went to Harbour Steamboat yesterday and had an awesome dinner :)

Gosh! I just realized how picky he is with his food! It drives me crazy. This cannot, that not right and then he says I'm picky! #wtf #guys

Drinking sessions again. I seriously think we need to cut down on alcohol! It's getting way out of hand!

#crazydog lol I have no idea which devil possessed my dog but he's acting weird lately, maybe he hates the weather too?

Gave him a couch but he tore it into pieces! I do not know why he brought / how he brought the couch to our front door, when I opened the door yesterday night I just couldn't stop laughing.

#333 Happy Mid Autumn Festival

2011-09-12T13:57:00.004+08:00

Hello everyone, meet this cute 2months old Pomeranian. His name is Zeus but shengyen & I prefer calling him "笨笨的" which means silly in mandarin. Every time I see him I go "OMG!!" He's so adorable, it's like a cotton ball given legs. lol. compared to my gigantic dog, ah poo , he's only a size of my palm. How fragile!

Dome Café, The Gardens Mall

A cup of latte & A slice of Tiramisù

By the way I would like to wish everyone Happy Mid Autumn Festival!

Kids are nosy, this little boy was sitting next to me at Dome, his dad & him were waiting for his mum to finish shopping. He caught my attention when he was playing and shounting "abu-nene" so cute right? whatever that means lol then he started humming some songs and boyfie asked him to come sing for us.

The cute little boy's reply was "Gor Gor! Gor Gor! I'm going back to Klang cause ah ma bought me candles & tang lung to play" then he quickly ran and left with his dad. What's cute about him is he's so cheeky! He reminded me of my grandma. I haven celebrate this festival ever since my granny pass away. I still miss you & I know you're always by my side :)

#332 Bloody Agents

2011-09-08T15:08:00.007+08:00

Mood: very bitchy

I did a job in April 2011 for Now Modelling. This particular agent named Esther is in charge of this event. What made me write about her is because I think agents should be responsible for a girls pay. Don't be a bloody agent!

Come on! We are freelancers! We work we wanna get paid as well! This bimbo here obviously dunno how pissed we are! First of all from we waited from May to September. Fine. Then you cut my comission, fine as well, well pay us our basic then! She told us Monday 5th September, it is 8th of September. How long do I have to wait?

You see I fb-ed her very nicely on the 19th of July. From 19th she said the cheque has been banked in, so it take 3 days for the bank to clear the cheque. On the 28th I asked her again, where is the money, again she tells me she's waiting for the cheque to be cleared. Do I look stupid to you, my dear?

I asked her again on 8th of August and from that day no replies from her. Recently I called her, she gave us all kinds of excuse "oh boss haven sign" "oh client haven pay" "client pay already but we haven bank in" "oh we haven decide to pay you guys in cash or cheque" seriously just because we work as freelancers that doesn't make us stupid or a bimbo like you!

I am not sure if they will pay us up or not but what I'm sure of is not to work for this agent any more, she is not reliable, this company is not reliable

yes this is a very pissed off freelancer speaking!

Please be aware / careful of agents who don't pay us up / pay us up very late. Hey! irregardless how much we work for you still need to pay up! There's no free food in this world and you're not unicef so I'm not gonna donate it!

I know it is a very bitchy post but I am only speaking the truth!

#331 My boys

2011-09-07T12:37:00.005+08:00

Boyfie and his best buddy, ah poo.

**just realized it should have been ah boo instead

They are called a mans best friend because he has only one owner.

I'm so jealous sometimes no matter how close he is to me, his papa always comes first.

Btw I just noticed I always take good pictures for him.

Unfortunately my dear, you suck at photography, look at my pictures!

EWWWWWWWW

My big dog who still thinks he's a puppy, silly ah poo!!

He's so healthy when he stands up he's as tall as I am now.
Since he's so big, he now owns a couch of his own is the car porch.

Besides that, he has terrible eating habit, he's not eating his kibbles

So I've cook him lamb rice everyday. Syok giler anjing ku

What a wonderful dog life he has! Better than mine pffft

Epic phailed pictures taken by my boyfie.

what the smurffffffff :P

Big fat dog munching his stick.

I got attacked by him after that because I was wearing a cap );

Stop bullying me pweaseeee

I just simple love this picture.

Awww can I go back to photography?

Just a silly picture of us, haha, he doesn't know I was taking a picture. /slapshead

#330 HONEYMOON Desserts

2011-08-28T12:39:00.004+08:00

Went to MYHONEYMOON @ Kuchai Lama with maid Tania ♥

Now that boyfie is out of town, finally I get to eat something sweet!

Purple Rice Soup and Durian pancakes!!

We are so greedy!! Right after ordering, our minds were planning what to order the next time we are here :P

ps: purple rice soup not nice at all );

Is it a guys thing? Both of us just realize our boyfriends dislike dessert!

Dear boys, don't you know girls always leave some space for desserts?

#329 Kiss my ass

2011-08-26T16:51:00.003+08:00

"Bosses will be bosses, idiots will be idiots. We have no control over them."

My car got hit by a malay lady at Sunway Toll, we were waiting in line to pay and she just hit me! What shocked me was she just drove off like nothing happened. Either your breaks have problems or it's your brain. She acted as if nothing happened although I've flashed my lights at her. Like WTF!! How can she do that!! Such behaviour!

To those who pray, irregardless what religion you're in, if you pray but act like an ass hole in real life, save god's time and save your time, stop praying. We pray for forgiveness but not do something wrong on purpose then seek for forgiveness. For the sin you have made I guess heaven will close their gates when they see you!

Such pest on roads, ignorant and inconsiderate pest! A small accident like this cost me my whole day, went to the subang jaya police station, made a report and then got transferred to usj police station, waited 2 hours cause the officer assigned to my case was out, in the end the officers told me the only thing they can do is issue a summon. Unless she comes in and confess, they can't do anything. Isn't this silly? Like hello! If I were a thief, I wouldn't walk into a balai and say "Hey! I just stole something."

So I guess I've got to pay for the repair myself now. Thanks PDRM. I seriously hope our PDRM speaks english as well because I have sucky bahasa and it's really hard to communicate that way.

#328 KOLA Lens and Flash Colour Filters

2011-08-19T16:18:00.002+08:00

Tried out KOLA Lens and Flash Colour Filters mama got from BKK.

It's like rainbow in your pocket!

A simple set of eight colour filters in different colours!! Cool eh?

[red orange yellow fluo-green green light-blue dark-blue purple]

Love the make up of the day. Very heavy but it looked good in pictures <3

#327 Trolley Thief

2011-08-02T03:37:00.005+08:00

Woke up alone this morning. I guess weekends are never the same without you.
I wonder if you miss me like I miss you.
Sometimes, just sometimes, I don't feel as good as I think I would.
I'm afraid I won't meet your standards.

I was just about to fall asleep, I could hear them from the bedroom.
Eddy & Yi is back, drunk and trying to get a trolley out from the car.
My expressions: WTF ROFLMAO
This is the silliest things boys can do!

Just in case you're wondering what we'll do with a trolley.
We put our dogs inside it :P
Put Junior & Lil Taylor in it. Currently this is the best way to keep them quiet.
Poor doggies, they must be terrified.

Little taylor is confuesed with the humans.
Taylor: why am I in here? What is gor gor doing?
I love to imagine what our pets will say to us sometimes.

Sunday madness with dee & kit ♥
12 pictures in a row. hahaha.
We're going bonkers.

Ah Poo did to me.
Bad dog! No treat from me to you this week!
He wanted to play with me but ended up hurting me.
Got to give up a job because of this there goes my money );

#326 Good bye July

2011-08-01T23:46:00.006+08:00

July past with a blink of an eye. It's already the last day of July.
Sent jojo off to KLIA @ 8am in the morning.
We miss u Jo! Shall see you in December :)

Back to reality. Some freelance work I did this weekend.
Opening of a Bistro, Muzeum @Kota Damansara.
We're suppose to look Egyptians. UMMMM.
Yen & I.

Yoon Shin & I.
Thanks for getting me the job.
You're such a sweetie :)

A little bit of cam whoring in the toilet while working.
Gosh the uniform is too small for me or I've gained weight?
I need to lose weight );
I feel so fat lately );
and I blame him for all the good food :P

#325 My pooh bear

2011-08-01T22:36:00.003+08:00

Meet ah Poo the Brazilian Mastiff.
Why is he called ah Poo? That's for his master to answer.
If you ask me. I think it's because he's like a Pooh Bear.
Every time he sees me he'll give me a great big hug.

Every Sunday is walk the dog day.

Why is it important to walk the dog?
A tired dog is a well-behaved dog. Through regular walking, many behavior issues can be resolved -- after a long walk, your dog is in a calm state of mind and is more receptive to training and behavior corrections.

It's our responsibility to be a good owner. Walk your dog, you get to exercise at the same time :)

#324 Havoc-ness at Water Place

2011-07-18T22:09:00.002+08:00

Meet the gang :)
Eddy, Kit, Little ayam, Jojo, Elvn & Keryi.
Venue: Water Place, Heritage row, KL.

Got a call from Nian saying that he's in KL.
Wash up, dress up & it's time to party ♥♥

Joseph with his stone face.

♥ Kit & I ♥

Feng Nian!! ♥
All the way from JB :)

#323 Happy birthday Junior Boy

2011-07-15T14:22:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday Junior Boy. You're officially 2 years old.
A small little for the boy! We all love you ♥

His little brother,Taylor.
His mama gave him a birthday hat but he was too small for the hat so he kept bumping around. *heart melts* lols

A picture with the little one ♥

#321 Taylor Baby

2011-07-08T10:03:00.006+08:00

Meet Taylor the cocker spaniel ♥
Kit's new baby in da house.

He's such a pretty boy kan?
We love the way he walks, he's learning how to run but he doesn't know how to yet
so he looks as if he's hopping most of the time. ROFLMAO

Just couldn't resist, had to camwhore with him ♥
He's like the ang moh in the house and junior boy is the asian.

Omg now I want a pet dog as well. Personally I think pets are good for us, humans, they seem to do their very best just by showing us their 10 cent face, or maybe it's just the soft spot I have for animals :)

#320 Wrong decision

2011-07-05T10:38:00.006+08:00

Sometimes I wonder, is it me? I keep making the wrong decisions with my career and my ego won't allow me to go back to my family for help. Emotions are running wild, maybe I should just pick up the phone and dial that number. Then again it just shows that I can't survive out here on my own. Maybe it's true. I'm afraid that it's true.

I'm not sure why am I sitting here staring at my desktop blogging my day away when I'm suppose to be on the sales team, guess there's not much sales to do when the shop is not ready yet! I choose this job because of my love for cameras and photography, unfortunately I've learned a great lesson. It doesn't mean if you like cameras you've got to sell cameras.

It's my 4th week working here, all I do is sit and do silly admin cum marketing stuff but this is not what I came for. Why are there so many crappy vacancy these days? This just show that this company has management problems, why was I hired?

#319 Let's camwhore bitches

2011-06-28T10:54:00.007+08:00

Every week I have a retard session with my buddies. This week was different, since it's end of the month and we are dead broke, guess we could afford going out to fancy places to pamper ourselves so laying low at home is the best choice ain't it?

Had an awesome weekend at kit's place, thanks for letting me stay over. All I did was eat, sleep, eat, sleep, laugh, laugh and laugh. Syok giler.

All pictures were taken by iphone/ipad2. I'm addicted. I seriously need to get my hands on em when I get my pay. Hahaha si liao.

with silly kit ♥♥♥

djElvn in the house.

keryi's new toy, ipad2, also our new toy.

SHA SHA DE ♥

Mahjong session at kit's place. I know I get kinda lame sometimes, this explain the heart shape mahjong :D

bi & sammy's "HAI SEE" FACE

My innocent look.

My dear please be strong. You are not depressed alright! You've got us :)

Guru madness and emo queen ♥♥♥

I love the flares in this picture. Bimbo me.

#318 Welcome home

2011-06-23T13:56:00.002+08:00

The best thing your pets gives you is a great big welcome back :)

#317 ｷｬｰ(>ω<＊)ﾉﾉ田♥

2011-06-23T13:06:00.005+08:00

I'm a year older now ε-(´・｀) ﾌｰ Happy 22nd birthday to myself. There wasn't a big party, just simple celebrations with people who matters to me.

Dinner with boyfie at Qbar, Westin, photos are with him, I guess that was the most fattening dinner I had this year, now I have to go on a diet and workout ): but the environment was awesome, latin music in the background, love the privacy. After dinner, there's a bar downstairs where you get to catch their live band, and not to mention their mojitos are the best I've had so far. A very good night I had, thank you for the surprise, someday I might get a heart attack for all the surprises you give me.

Silly him asked me what was my birthday wish. Well my answer was simple. I had no wish. I'm so happy with everything right now I've got nothing to wish for. I'm happy with my job, I'm very happy with you, I've got a bunch of loving friends, I've got my crazee family, I don't see what else I need.

Aunt pampered me, brought me out for lunch, colored our hair, my hair is now darker, I kinda miss my old color. A mid night birthday session at Caffeinees with my silly buddies and a great steamboat dinner with my bros, photos with them, guess my post won't be so complete after all but never mind I guess these will do for the time being.

As I grow I have learned to understand the importance of it's not where you are it's who you are with. A big thank you to my dear friends, you guys know who you are and my silly boyfie, you certainly did surprise me, it's something you never fail to do.

bii and I （*´▽｀*） my supa sohpoh!!

Sammy and I （*´▽｀*）

Sailou and I （*´▽｀*）

the whore buddies ヘ(^_^ヘ)(ノ^_^)ノ

（◎＞Ｕ＜◎） he's really good at making silly faces. salute you my bro!

（＾＿－）☆ with my dear lao gong zai look at her, she a girl right? but she claims that she's manly. FHL! She and her silly jokes.

According to bii, there is a superstition for not finishing up your birthday cake, so this year I finished up my birthday cake and if it's not a good year bii I'm gonna sue you :P

SAM WONG trying to be DOMOKUN ~~PHAILED~~

This was my previous hair colour and I kinda miss it, I dislike my dark hair ｡･"(＞0＜)"･

Swarovski bunny from boyfie >ω<

A great session I had with my brothers. Thanks to calvin, jason, nick & old wong (*^^*)

#316 Pattern Kia

2011-06-02T18:16:00.006+08:00

Guru madness is back!! Went out for a short celebration yesterday.
Cake anda telah dilupakan. Minta ampuan yah D:
Happy Birthday 生日快乐 selamat hari jadi Mr Sam ♥♥♥

Phailed version. iwantaniphone4soicanpractise :P
I love this app but hate it at the same time, why do I have to leave 1cm for me to fit in the picture?

My version :D

Her version :D

With my darl bii bii. She's trying to be "red riding hood"
sam quoted "little red riding hood doesn't have such a big face!"

Caffeinees has turned into our usual hangout place.
camwhore.shisha.bitch.gossip.laugh
We are a bunch of grown up but yet we're acting as if we are still kids :D

Pattern 2.
Kita memang banyak pattern. Non stop sial :D
I wonder what our kids will turn out in the future, siao macam kite ke ape?

Sisterly love ♥♥

Brotherly love ♥♥

Joke of the day
Bii: will this spoil my image?
My silly babe who like to crack weird joke all the time. I guess it's the PMS.

Here's a favorite picture of mine to end this post, aren't we adorable? ♥♥♥

#315 Go red devils!!

2011-05-29T14:42:00.006+08:00

This is my last week working for GAB. Guess it's time to move on and say good bye to freelance jobs. Anyway this week uniform is the heineken uniform, my favorite uniform of all.

It's football season :D I'm sure lots of boys would have stayed up all night watching 23 person chasing a ball.

A bit of cam-whoring before we start working.
I seriously need to lose weight. Damn! I've gained a lot of extra meat and who's fault is it? I blame boyfie for feeding me!!

Jess and I ♥♥
Girls with attitude!! We bite :D

Thanks to mumsie. Went for manicure at Nail Room, Bangsar yesterday.
Decided to paint my nails red to support Manchester United unfortunately they lost.

But I still love my french manicure. Red tips!! Go red devils.
I love my red nails, ditch biting my nails and this is what I get in return.

#314 MayMadness

2011-05-27T15:35:00.005+08:00

Had to accompany squishy out today. Dress code was, glamorous but not too much, so I had to dress up but not overdress. Anyway went off early to meet Jacqueline & my lil bro cause they've been complaining that I'm not spending time with them, which is not true of course!

My lou gong zai. I love seeing our happy faces. It's been a long time since we have laughed and smiled this way. Sweet sial !

Tira-miss you? I actually ordered this so I can take a picture of it? Got scolding from bii in the end hence both of us finished it off. Loh heng la me D;

For the 1st time we revealed our silly patterns. haha and we love it, we are a bunch of crazy people and crazy people are happy people. Every time I look at our pictures I just couldn't stop laughing.

By the way mr sam wong, who's currently sun bathing at perhentian, kindly be there for the next session, you're the guru of madness how can you not be here? we miss you!!

Blur is nice? Quoted by Bii

More silly pictures of us. I guess we couldn't help it. I will miss our laughter, our silly jokes, our pattern. eh-hem! Please be back for my birthday nick chong if not I will delete you, block you and no you will not find me :)

My baby brother who's leaving soon, we shall visit Singapore once a month to keep him company? Tried to persuade him the whole night not to leave then again it's your decision, all the best bro!! Remember what I said about SG. Haha. Mou Lui. Mou Club. Mou Life. Mou us.

Piggy face ^@^

Finally a normal picture of us. Just smiling.

I promise I will spend more time fertilizing you guys but give me some time to clean up the bad roots haha our little secret, only the three of us will know. Lips sealed tight pls :X

#313 Zoukkie

2011-05-27T15:13:00.006+08:00

It's been awhile since I went to Zouk. It's been awhile since I meet up with ze bimbos! I miss you guys so much. The craziest moments we had. I wish I could turn back time.

Picture with Yee Ween ♥♥

Jac Jac ♥♥ who's turning into a big boy soon. haha. Happy 21st birthday jac.kew!

Jacqueline bii ♥♥
I promise I'll spend more time with you and less with him, you tau lah u suka jealous my silly lou gong zai :)

Frances babe :)

The birthday boy and Qian Hwei.

jac jac & qian hwei

The flirt?

xoxo ♥♥

Silly bimb moments. We had animal prints all over us. Ween had zebra painted nails, qianhwei had zebra dress I had leopard heels. Rawwwr animal madness!

This was the best night out I had in ages, except the ones spent with him, haha. I guess I had to much to drink, I was drunk, very drunk in the end, I had 6 different alcohols together, my my, my poor liver! Bump into a lot of long lost peeps that i used to party with, I miss my wild days. Anyway awesome party, it was great seeing everybody :))

#312 Finally

2011-05-26T03:47:00.006+08:00

I will be 22 by next month. A few years back, my best friend and I went for tarot readings. I am not really sure if this is just coincidence or was it fate but I would like to think about it in a rather romantic way because girls love it and I am still a girl so I guess I have the right to believe in it.

When I was 18, this tarot lady told me my ~~prince charming~~ or as oppose to the right one will show up when I’m 21. I was like “ yeah right! Like it’s gonna magically happen to me just like that!” I don’t believe in love. I wish too but I don’t trust it, it’s fragile and it hurts, as I aged I have learned how to control my feelings. Maybe I knew I’m attracted to shit, that’s why, ironic?

Then I met you at a party last year and who thought things will blossom the way it did. There was no spark back then, I wasn’t the first girl you hit on and you weren’t really my type and I have no idea what brought us together in the end but I’m glad that I’ve found you and hey! Maybe the tarot lady is right? Girls and their silly dreams. Who doesn’t want a prince in life?

God bless the road that led me straight to you. We should really thank him for walking away in my life. He made me realized that I deserve better. You’re really different, different from the others, I know you’re not just words, your actions touched me. You're always prepared for my next move, you're always there to make me laugh, you have awakened every butterfly in me. The way you stare at me makes me blush. You’re encouragement and guidance in life made a lot of things easier for me. I admire the wisdom you have and I've learned a lot from you actually.

Thank you for coming into my life, you know I’m indulged with the way you’re pampering me. I feel like a princess. I love how you tell me how pretty I am every day, I love how you tease me when I’m moody, I guess I just love everything in you. I’m falling fast and you know what? I’m not scared at all.

#311 Blissful Tuesday

2011-05-18T15:46:00.005+08:00

It's been such a long time since we've hang out. As usual, La bodega, Pavilion. I miss the old times. I guess it's just me, I like to immerse myself in my memories, especially good ones.

Had a great time, we should do this more often :)
Btw, Happy Wesak Day Peeps

#310 本小姐要学的事

2011-05-11T04:44:00.006+08:00

A不喜欢吃鸡蛋，每次发了鸡蛋都给B吃。刚开始B很感谢，久而久之便习惯了。习惯了，便理所当然了。于是，直到有一天，A将鸡蛋给了C，B就不爽了。她忘记了这个鸡蛋本来就是A的，A想给谁都可以。为此，她们大吵一架，从此绝交。其实，不是别人不好了，而是我们的要求变多了。习惯了得到，便忘记了感恩。

假惺惺的朋友我不需要，也非常讨厌和你做戏，我们不在circus里！你不爽因为我没有挺你，你是否有想过我，你真是个自私的家伙！我也是你的朋友野！其实是你不明白，不是我对你不好而是你的要求变了，习惯了我对你的好所以觉得是理所当然的是吗？

闹够了吧！这样的你真的很讨人厌。我不需要你的假情假意，别怕我朋友不比你少，所以请你滚的远远的，你这些芝麻绿豆的事根本就不重要。爱情？你不明白人生，被父母守护的孩子就是酱你们根本就不懂人生的残酷，只会怨别人，看下你自己到底在干嘛再说！本娘跟你说这世界是不公平的，我们人是虚伪的，我们的感情是非常容易动摇，只要你肯放手那就会找到下一个，没必要因为一个 “情” 字而去伤害你身边的朋友！

我不喜欢干涉朋友的感情就好像我不会喜欢你们干涩我的感情。呃！谁要和谁在一起我管不了也不想？请你别忘了他是我的好朋友！请你别忘了我因为你们的事被烦死了！因为你不是普通的烦！呃！他在睡觉，你把我吵醒问我他在那里，他骂你一顿，是我的错吗？是我害的对吗？真是你奶奶的！

真的很讨厌野！我是太容易被人使用吗？我把你当朋友你却把我当佣人真是去你的！从现在开始本小姐要学会冷血，只对对我好的人好；学会绝情，该滚的就滚，该留的就留；学会残忍，该杀的就杀，该放手就放手；学会快乐，要微笑着面对痛苦；学会孤独，没有谁会把你当宝护着，世界总是孤单的；学会视而不见，厌恶的东西选择屏蔽。

#309 Updates

2011-05-09T08:41:00.008+08:00

Once again, life is not what I wanted it to be. Yesterday was the worse day of my life. The heat is deadly, the last rain was 3 days ago, temperature in KL was 36°C or maybe higher. I have no idea. Has the world come to an end? *touch wood touch wood*

There's one strange thing about me. I've never really have luck with weekends, it's never happy, last week was shit but who would have thought that this week will suck too, all because of a mistake, oh well as usually, it's miss Lee Jia Shin's fault again. I'm sorry I made mothers day a nightmare for everyone.

And so I struggled through without spending mothers day like a normal kid with beer and work, okay I did not drink beer but I had lots of bubble milk tea, lame? Then I went for a movie with a friend, water for elephants, awesome movie.

I haven been sleeping well for the past 2 day, I wonder why? Amuse me :X

Do you guys know about the Taiwanese couple know as 黑白配•范范和黑人 been stalking their wedding, they are such a sweet couple. It's every girl's dream to find someone that will love them endlessly right? Someone who will pull pranks on you, someone who makes you smile all the time.

Okaaaaay enough of my ranting, I know it's boring. Have a happy day my dear readers :)

#308 Living Loving Laughing

2011-05-06T17:20:00.005+08:00

#1 I just love my eye make up for the day ♥ ♥ ♥

Having lower lashes does make a difference, how I wish I have big eyes and long lashes but then I got the Chinese mate sepet eyes *sad*

I'm getting more freckles, no thanks to our sunny weather or is this because I'm ageing? They are such a pest. I guess I have to fall back to skin lasers again cause whitening creams ain't helping.

#2 Been having a toothache lately but I don't have any tooth decay. I wonder what's wrong with me, I've been sick for nearly 2 weeks *sighs* If you're wondering why I'm looking like that?

Wellllllll,

Have you ever had the feeling of a pimple trying to pop out from your skin and it's not out yet but it's painful? Yeah that should explain my 10 cent face *smiles*

#3 Finally a decent photo of me. I just love this picture. Double eyelids, ahhh I wish I have em, maybe I should go for a simple surgery then again maybe it's better to be safe than sorry.

#4 Squishy is finally back from Singapore. I should have went with him, seems like I've missed out so much fun, superduper jealous!

Anyway meet him at a pub called "Hard to Say" I cannot stop laughing when he told me that. Just imagine our conversation.

JS: what's the pub name?
W: Hard to say.
JS: What do you mean by hard to say!!
W: The pub's name is hard to say.

I was like. WTF X9999999. Then another wtf scene happened.

When he was in SG he asked me what I want. So I told him I saw a domokun pouch in Bugis, go get that for me, unfortunately he doesn't know what a domokun looks like. Then yesterday he told me he saw a cute creature, which is brown and has a big mouth, and I was like, speechless, that's domokun la )): PFFFTTT GUYS!!

#5 Anyway here's what he got me yummy-licious cookies from Canelé Pâtisserie Chocolaterie.

We kept calling it "kah-nee-nehh" hahaha if you're hookian you'll know what I mean. Well they are good, haha, thanks sayang ♥♥

#307 Furikake Mix

2011-05-05T09:58:00.004+08:00

Have you ever had a furikake mix? It's easy, delicious and economical.

#1 Furikake, a dry Japanese condiment meant to be sprinkled on top of rice. Its actually a mixture of dried and ground fish, sesame seeds, chopped seaweed, sugar, salt.

From left: Wasabi Furikake , Sukiyaki Furikake, Shokuhin Furikake

#2 Cook some Japanese rice, could easily get them at Isetan or any other supermarket. Sprinkle some furikake on your rice. This meal I sprinkled wasabi & sukiyaki furikake *smiles*

#3 Mix em up! You could make them into rice balls if you like. or you could make ochazuke by adding in some green tea. Another simple dish made by the japs.

#4 As for me, I added some beef with my rice mix and viola! my breakfast is done :)

#306 黑羊

2011-05-03T18:50:00.004+08:00

不懂其他人的家人是否有我的家人那么特别
试问你们会去诬赖你们的女儿做 GRO 吗？
可笑的是我老爸会
在还没确认之前他尽然惊动了整家人

大家都来问我为什么这样子糟蹋自己
天丫你们是否没东西烦来找事吵
我真的好想撞墙死了算了
好听一点是叫做关心
可是你们不要忘记，在很久很久以前我已经学会了独立
至于为什么我也懒得再提了

我只是希望你们用脑想清楚你们所说的每一句话
不要总是把自己摆得那么高
因为世界是不公平，不完美的。
希望你们不要鄙视任何一份工作。

你说我没有解释，
我觉得没必要解释因为我没错
我根本就没做这份工可是他却很肯定我在他朋友的pub做
那很好以后请你叫你朋友帮我多开几支酒好吗？

是你们太闲没事做吗？
和爸爸吵完转身就和妈咪吵

回家日水器坏了
那时，家里只有我和工人
可是，妈咪回来一口咬定是我弄坏的
我的妈丫！为什么每次都是我
什么都是我！
只要是错的坏的都是我李嘉欣的错

我们是否该改姓
木子李已经不适合了
改去赖吧
那样会比较适合吧！

有时我真的是受不了你们
若是合理的我是无所谓
可是每样都是被诬赖的

为什么我有这种家人
是这句话好难听，我知道
可是我亲爱的家人你们是否有顾我的感受？

我是你们李家里的那只黑羊就对了~

#304 Singapore with bii

2011-04-25T08:03:00.007+08:00

#1 This application is fun but I suck at it. OMG! How can you do that bii )): Someday, mmm someday I shall learn how to change my expressions in 4 seconds.

#2 Well one random weekend two silly girl decided to hop down to Singapore. Silly yet fun. Our first trip together. The best thing in Singapore is shopping, I just love to shop there! It's actually cheaper and not to mention better service.

As usual drama is a must in my life, broke my sandals while I was walking to the MRT. First it was the right foot then the left as well, how "lucky" but it gave us a reason to shop :)

#3 I must say I ♥♥♥ MOS burger.
They used to have one in KL but I guess they weren't doing very well here hence "zap lup"

#303 History

2011-04-25T04:22:00.006+08:00

Was cleaning up my blackberry today and I found some pretty interesting chat history. They sure brought back lots of memories some made me smile and some made my eyes a little red.

Remember the times when you still address me as your mei, the times when we were just getting to know each other? remember the time you text me every day when you wake up? I bet you don't remember you used to force me to say I love you but now it seems like I'm the only one that remembers to say I love you and I miss you. It's disappointing isn't it?

It feels like we were happier back then. We used to have a lot to say to each other, then it hit me, I just realized so much have changed since then. The excitement you used to had has all vanish into thin air. The sweet talks and greetings you gave me are gone as well. I guess it's true that they have stages in relationship. Maybe I'm not the "fresh meat" anymore. We are heading into comfort zone and what's next? You & I know.

I miss how we used to talk the whole day, how we used to exchange stories. What we like, what we do, there's no restrictions. but things are so different now. Maybe what has changed is I've fallen in love with you and you're not that into me anymore. Maybe I'm overreacting.

Girls, doesn't it feel like when he's courting you, he's crazy about you, he cares more than anything else, he makes you feel loved. You're like number one on his list but after he has got you things slows down and before you know it he says he doesn't understand you as well as he thinks. I wonder what went wrong? Was it the my fault? or is it yours? Maybe it's both ways, I guess both sides didn't put enough effort into it that's why.

Guys, don't you think that you should keep up the romance? I'm not being unreasonable, you do not have to do it everyday but sometimes, yes sometimes, try to remember the stages and time you went through to get her. Don't lose the touch! Cause some things gone can never be retrieve and it's a lost knowing how sweet it was back then.

It's just 3 words, 8 letters, how hard can that be? Remember to remind your love ones time to time that you still love them, you still miss them, even when they are right beside you. These tiny words mean a lot.

#302 helloapril!

2011-04-08T18:40:00.007+08:00

well I fell back into the freelance line. AGAIN.
Jägermeister event @ Spin Club.
With sharon ♥

I'm really proud of myself. Finally, like finally I have nails and I'm obsessed with them!
check out my penguin nails last week. Aren't they cute? Thank to yeeween for the wonderful idea :*

Finally we made time for each other! Boy I miss you :)
The silly things we do and thank you so much for your advise. You always know what's best for us. love you ♥

Shisha used to be my weekly routine. I'm curious, which is worse? Shisha or ciggarettes? Well to be honest it doesn't really matter because if it's bad it's bad, both kills ;)

As I told you I'm obsessed with my short nails now. This week i went for the pink bling bling.
Teenage Dream from Katy Perry's collection
It's a magenta pink with lots of and lots of glitters, both tiny and chunky.
*btw removing them was hell! took me half an hour!!*

Well well how can we miss out clubbing & alcohol in our life?
A small little clubbing session.
With my bro's & babes.

#301 happybirthdaysim

2011-04-01T17:48:00.005+08:00

Happy Birthday Sim.
Hmm how should i describe him?
He's much more older than I am, my mama's age but he calls me his little sister.

We are still chinese after all. The charming custom of making red eggs for birthdays.
fyi it took me the whole friggin night to make those eggs ♥

Just some candid pictures of us trying to feed him his cake and enjoy a bottle of champagne with korean strawberries (thank you michelle) ohhh and not to be forgotten the pina colada sorbet.

Ricky the CG & I ♥♥♥

#300 Alis Volat Propriis

2011-03-22T03:06:00.006+08:00

oh hello there, it's me, again. I feel bad for being emotionally slutty lately, everything is so emo, it's been going up and down and I can't seem to stop it. To be honest a roller coaster ride would be better. As time passed by it looks like I've learned to let go but when am I gonna learn to move on? I guess my only wait is time, only time can cure me, only me myself can cure me.

This may be insane but I was wondering if you still read my blog. I find myself ridiculous. You had your chance and I've tried loving you but sometimes it's just so hard to love again. Now that you're gone, I can say this out loud, you never knew this but I wanted you. badly.

So girls be realistic, no matter how many coins you toss into the fountain, or how many fingers you cross, if it's not meant to be, it won't happen.

; She Flies With Her Own Wings

#290 the ugly truth

2011-03-14T09:24:00.004+08:00

Sometimes I wonder why are things always serve in a portion of three? It's never gonna be fair this way. It's just so hard to have someone to love isn't it? Especially you have to lie to yourself all the time. Do you know keeping quiet is harder because I'm not good at keeping a secret but its never was a secret to start but at least I pretended I didn't know in the beginning. It hurts. A lot!

I did something awful lately, something bad and evil. Something that I didn't know why or how it started and why I turned into a bitch. I'm sorry to those that I've hurt. I really didn't mean to, I just don't know what got into me. Guilt is drowning me, I'm just sorry, very. Words that came out could not be taken back and all I could say is say sorry but sometime sorry doesn't cure everything.

Woke up this morning, mum had a small chat with me, after that I asked myself what do I want in life and the next was what the hell are you doing? and guess what? The voice mumbled I don't know.
I secretly wished someone will give me one tight slap so I'll wake up but deep down I know only I can change how I think.

The truth can be ugly but at least I don't have to live in lies anymore. It's tiring and I'm sick of pretending.

#289 Saturday Night

2011-03-14T06:18:00.005+08:00

It's so nice to wake up at 5pm knowing no one cares. We woke up without and plan and that's it. No stress, nothing. I know it's been a week, I've been slacking for a week without noticing, I really need to straighten up and plan.

I sat in bed, thinking, what happened last night. I'm not sorry. Thank you for deleting him, you had courage which I didn't, that's what friends are for. All I remembered was popping tequilas, it's been a wild night, I miss flirting, most of all I miss being loved, I know it's time to move on, it's not like I have a choice do I?

Back to reality, driving is fun. Sometimes. It was the rain that made me drive, in the end we ended up in Sentul, made our 1st stop at Restoran Makanan Laut Lau Heong留香海鲜饭店 seriously mouth watering food, maybe we were hungry but still the food was awesome!

Next stop Switchblade™ Kuala Lumpur
sugared ourselves with brownies with ice cream and touch of soda pops. OH LALA *orgasm*

#286 MIA-ed

2011-03-10T21:04:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I just need to be alone.
Sometimes not even my best friends need to know.
Sometimes the loud sounds needs to fade away, leaving only the silence.
Sometimes I just need to put up the walls so I can examine myself in peace and quiet.

That's what I've done today.
I'm sorry that I've made some of my friends worried but I'm alright.

#285 March babies :)

2011-03-03T03:59:00.003+08:00

Uncertainties in life is a bitch but life's a bitch if it was a slut it would have been easy.
I've got 99 problems in life and all of them are bitchesss!

I'm lost and I'm confused and I don't like this feeling at all.

but then again

Life is all about trial and error, right?

Trial and error.
Trial and error.
Trial and error.

Try something out and if doesn't work out, try something else.

cutting all my bullshit, I've cut my bangs & I'm lovin' them ♥♥♥

March is where the party starts. I've just noticed all my besties birthday is in March. Happy birthday Spens Spens!! Next up will be viene's & jacqueline's birthday. I just can't wait, it's time to party & party & party :)

My lovable buddies. We are friends, you don't have to thank me, you know i'm not "nice" to everyone. You guys are special that's why. Love ma bimbs xoxo

#285 140211

2011-02-16T04:06:00.009+08:00

This valentine was pretty unexpected. Nobody wants to spend valentine alone.
Thanks for being my last minute valentine ♥♥♥

Since it wasn't planned so it all started out late, we were sleepy, had to push myself off the bed to wake up then we were hungry, actually more towards starving for me and thanks to our beloved police that started a roadblock at 9pm at night we had really late dinner. bastards, just couldn't let people enjoy valentine right? pfftttt

Went to La Bodega at Pavilion.
A must have dish every time I'm there. TAPAS ♥♥♥

My choice: Saffron Angel Hair Pasta with Lamb Meatballs and Arugula

His choice: seafood spaghetti

Dinner was good. After we got our tummy filled up it's time to drink & shake that. I'm such a alcoholic. Head down to Heritage Row, Desire.

It's been awhile since I partied in KL, just realize they now have a glamorous lounge upstairs. A very romantic place indeed but I find the music is boring, slow trance puts a girl to sleep ;)

Champagne & white roses ♥♥♥

A bottle of Moët & Chandon inside LED chillers.

I just love my bag, it matches with the lights :)

Wally & I

Popping my bottle of moet
*ask a guy to snap a pic & this is the effect you get* HAHAHA

Even the glasses looked glamorous than the usual ones

Bumped into my babe, Reena, you look awesome ♥

I just love to camwhore.
Syok Sendiri kan happy?

Happy Valentine peeps!! ♥♥

#284 Up-up here we go

2011-02-14T04:25:00.007+08:00

Laying there with your arms around me I felt so comfortable and safe. My heart was beating a mile a minute having you so close to me. As you played with my hair and kissed me I couldn't help but smile straight from my heart. I could see how much you cared from the look in your eyes. It made me never want to let you go. To just stay wrapped in your arms forever. Where nothing else matters but you and me.

You were my sweetest sin but I've learned that we need to move on, with or without you I'm still who I am :)

Love is in the air! Happy Valentines peeps ♥ Up up here we go! First V-day date at Genting Highlands just after our dim sum session, i miss being a rebel!! Starbucks & ciggies never fail to put a smile on my face thanks for dragging me up with you guys.

Thanks for the pressies for v-day ♥ Betsey Johnson's pink leopard tote bag & a pink make up pouch. Pink is what I wanted & pink is what I get.

#283 Standing up

2011-01-27T20:21:00.007+08:00

I need to get my hair colored ♥
I need my medicure ♥
I need new shoes ♥
I need to shop ♥

How I wish I have 48 hours a day, 24 hours is not enough anymore!

#281 The real party ♥

2011-01-24T14:35:00.006+08:00

the little birthday boy ♥♥♥

Birthday bitch & I

Jac Jac & I ♥♥♥

woot woot Love the pichas!

Kent Fam ♥

10 bottles of chivas? lai liao!

Jen popo Vivian mama Alvin papa. Happy family.

Dj Voice, Dj Atta & Mc Harricane.

I love my BIMBS ♥♥♥

I must say this again SUI LEHHH ♥♥♥

Vivian & I ♥ We are so in love with the camera.

Octopus Chow! KO-ed kaw kaw!

Ween & I with dj Voice.

Bro-mance! I heard what you said!
"Work is work so put the girls aside"

Last shout out! Happy Birthday BIG BOY ♥♥♥

#280 Surprise for him ♥

2011-01-21T04:00:00.005+08:00

Happy Birthday Wally Boy ♥♥♥

Polaroids are fun, now that ween has one I want one too!! Must get a checki soon, counting days to my birthday ummm 5months to go :P

Oh well I guess the only shout out for tonight is HAPPY BIRTHDAY YANG! can't wait for tomorrow & the day after. More parties, more laughter, more bimb moves, more crazy dance, Happy 23rd Birthday!

#279 9012011

2011-01-10T00:55:00.006+08:00

My super duper messy dressing table but I like the mess. I guess saying this gives me the excuse for not cleaning up. Oh well when you're in a hurry & there's no time to clean this is what you get.

I love my leopard prints shorts ♥ So cute kan? I nearly bought a leopard print bag but got stopped by babe haha saying it's too eye catching ):

Ze kelian face because of numerous stuffs. I'm just temperamental or to exact, I'm psycho sometimes. Okay most of the times but it all depends. LOL

Got complained saying I'm not professional enough. I hope this outfit suits what you asked for. Sorry la my looks memang macam ni unless I go for plastic surgery it's staying the way it is!

Happy Birthday Ricky Kok.

Champagne! Champagne! Birthday are ze best :)

I can't see my eyes. OMG!

Sim & I.

Half body pictures. I have no idea why but it came out like that & I need to update my blog so here are the pictures of our legs. Which I think is not so bad at all.

He said nobody like to be "cake sei" on his birthday! So no one ate the cake hahahaha

Last but not least Codee & Sim. Isn't she a cutie?

#278 Goodbye Victoria

2011-01-07T00:02:00.003+08:00

My queen Victoria has left us 20110105. You've been with us for 13 years, I hope we gave you a great time. It's was really hard letting go. You were not only a cat to us.

We made the decision because we didn't want to see you suffer. It hurts to see you in pain. The pain of losing you was intense but that reminds us the depth of our love for you. I hope you understand we love you deep down!

Life is a cycle. We have to confront our sorrow, comfort one another & accept the changes that you're not here anymore. This morning I wanted to feed you cause I've forgotten you left & it made me cry again.

For the times we have shouted at you for vomiting & crying for food. The time we played with your favorite string, the times you sat there like a queen & sometimes like a furball, you were always proper unlike other cats who acts like peasants haha the silly things you did, the joy & love you gave us. Thank you.

There will always be a special place in our hearts that will always be reserved for you. No cat will replace you my dear, thank you for coming into our lives, I will never forget how much you're afraid of height & how you hold on to my shoulder with your claws, I will never forget how much you hate water & the proper way to feed you. I miss you lots.

We love you ♥
We remember you ♥ ♥
May kitten haeven be filled with lots of flying tuna's ♥ ♥ ♥

#277 20110105

2011-01-05T00:07:00.007+08:00

I dislike not working. Had 2 months of holiday and I think that's more that enough for me. So I was really bored. Woke up & I started putting on make up (sibeh siao!) staying home is bad but going out is worse. how hard can life be? I need to put myself through a not to spend if i don't need it course (wonder if there's such thing)

One of my kitty ran away (i hope you're alright!) Victoria, my oldest cat has been sent to her to the kitty hospital. I hope you get well soon darling! We know you hate that place, we hate to put you there too, get well soon and come back ok? Our house needs the queen back :)

I've got to stop lying to myself because I hate to do so! it's over because it's too late. Things change, people change, I don't care what you think cause you're just a friend.

Just once I want my heart to lead me somewhere that there's a chance of a happy ending because I choose to trust him and to be honest I dislike you telling me I'm making a stupid decision!
cause you're the stupidest decision I've made!

#275 FOODIE

2011-01-03T15:36:00.003+08:00

OHH so yummies :)
I need to lose weight now
kthxbai!

#274 Happy New Year

2011-01-01T03:21:00.005+08:00

Happy New Year Peeps! Wishing everyone a better year ahead!

How was 2010? I shall say it flew by without me knowing it. Many thing has happened, I wouldn't say all are bad, I guess they are all bitter sweet memories. I've learned & grow more this year, I wish to do so till the day I die, I've also learned how to open up again, yeah maybe it's not so bad. hahaha I'm cheesy sial! slap me!

Grandmama left me in January. I still miss her, it's never the same without you! I got my license in October woot woot! Did I mention a car :D What else? My awesome 21st birthday party in June, thanks to my best friend, siow chin! Made new friends! You know who you are ♥ Partied like a ROCKSTAR! Drank like a SUPERSTAR! Got myself a new job last week *awesome!* Adopted another kitty :) Mama loves you!

Ohhh before I star with my new year resolution which i think is boring cause it's gonna be the same as last years. Here's a little talent I have, I can touch my tongue with my nose. haha so EWWW (LAME) right?

Okay let's start with the super lame but got to have tradition.

Here's my new year resolution for year 2011!
1) stop smoking? I'm still trying ):
2) save some money! all freelance money shall go to the bank next time!
3) lose weight! another 10kg will do!
4) love myself more! gotto stop being cheesy!
5) spend more quality time with my family
6) work harder! money money lai!
7) control my blardee temper i've been a crazee bitch lately ):
8) stop biting my poor nails. yes I have the tendency to bite & peel my BAD BAD habit
9) exercise more often! I miss doing cardio!
10) Share more love & hate less ♥

I guess that's it for now :)
Have a prosperous year ahead everybody!
love & kisses for all! mwax mwax ♥

#273 Meet Mickey

2010-12-22T02:20:00.005+08:00

Hi peeps, an early x'mas shout out to all of you. I bet everyone is busy with x'mas, well I know I am, I just can't wait, all the wonderful parties to go to & meeting people who I haven seen for ages :))

Anyway nothing much has happened lately. Been working & shopping. You guys got to check out the d'hair shop, Pavilion, they are having sales, my bimboo introduced the product to me & it was really good, so I went & stock up some! HAHAHA!

Surprisingly x'mas is turning out pretty good for me. I've found a job, like finally! My sweet uncle wanted to give me back my job, you're super sweet & thanks for the thought but your little niece her can survive, no worries.

Anyway that's my short little update. Here's the important part of this blog, I've got a "friend" to introduce.

Meet this little cute poodle - mickey. Meet him from a hair saloon in USJ one. This cute little puppy caught my heart, ze best part is he's only the size of my palm. OMGG cute kan?

ps:// I've always wanted a poodle! haha so I've got a thing for poodle ♥♥♥

#272 Time to donate

2010-12-18T08:30:00.004+08:00

You know how you keep telling yourself that you've got to control? Tsk tsk, miss uncontrollable here failed kaw kaw. Early this week I told myself, Yan! this week you're gonna be a saint (YES! YES! YES! dreaming of me with a halo, can't imagine) so I can be a devil next week & party till I drop, what? I'm just trying to be fair ok!

Count down to x'mas : 5 days ♥♥♥
let's all say woot woot :D

Anyway since it's x'mas I thought it would be really nice to help the needy. It's x'mas let's all have fun & put a roof above someone's head.

Ohh don't forget SPCA as well. Those doggies & kitties needs us. Click here to donate. There's another welfare which I help out as well, it's call HOPE, read the ad below & help some of the poor doggies, for more information about them click here

Okay! Here's the campaign to help humans.

A Cut Above Charity is a charity campaign that aims to raise awareness and funds for the less fortunate. All funds raised will be given to HOSPIS Malaysia. For more information you can visit HOSPIS Malaysia.

"A Cut Above Charity"!
Date: 20th - 22nd December 2010
Time: 9.30am - 6pm
(hair cutting session with A Cut Above Academy begins at 10am)
Venue: TAR College Main Hall, KL Main Campus

Now the fun part starts, there will be Botak Convicts there, what are they? Well they are people who will go bald in the name of charity but they'll have to meet their minimum target. Check out A Cut Above Charity's facebook page here

Ohhh that's not it! To those who donate to the botak 'convicts' of your choice (min RM10) you will be entitled to win some fantastic prizes.
ps://It's not those cheapskate stuff! They are giving out a note book & hampers.

So peeps! what are you waiting for? They have done their part so it's time for us to do our part so their part (getting bald) can be done :)

#271 Cecelia Ahern

2010-12-16T01:02:00.002+08:00

Lately I've been drowning myself in romance. Ahhh too much romantic novels. I so wanna be in love nao! I bought loads of book during the British Council X'mas Bazaar & now that I have too much time, I just love staying in bed, reading.

Back to topic, one of those 2riggit book I got was by Cecelia Ahern's. Such a bargain right, 2bucks! I love her books even though they make me weep like a kid. Her no1 best seller was PS I love you, it was made into a movie and I'm pretty sure most of you have watch PS I love you. If you have not watched it or read it. Shame on you! (just kidding :P) You must do so! At least once, it's worth it!

Plus there's mister hottie staring in it as well. He makes me drool. haha I'm turning into a freak. FYI, I was talking about Gerard Butler. He's the man! He give me butterflies in my stomach! Nao I find Irish guys hawt!! He has that smerk which I like, I call it the naughty boy look, lol.

Anyway back to what I have read, Where Rainbows End. I must say Cecelia has the power to make me weep, maybe not just me, I cried reading it & I bet I will cry if I read it again. This just proves that I'm a crybaby.

Okay, back to topic. I really need to learn how to stick to the topic & stop wandering off talking about other stuffs. Here's a short summary of it, this super lovely cum romantic love story started when they were 5 years old! Rosie and Alex were best friends since they were very young, confiding in each other and telling each other everything. The story is told through the form of instant messages, letters, invitations, e-mails, throughout their teen and senior high school years and into their adult lives.

This book is something amazing! It changed how I look at things. It gave me hope, not so this is good or not but never mind that. Haha I guess you guys should give this book a try! It's worth it :)

#270 The because story

2010-12-14T09:16:00.003+08:00

I've got nothing to say today because I'm damn bloody tired because you started questioning me i hate the weird random questions because the air conditioning was too cold because I am jobless and I don't care if I have to wake up in the morning because I'm tired of my life.

AHHH so many because si bimbo! SHUT UP! *IN THAT VOICE & TONE*

I seriously need a life. Or a job. I was so bored I did the survey below & its proven, I'm a horrible person. );

Now it's your turn to try & see you're as horrible as I am :)

I have. . . (1 point for each )

1. smoked.
2. consumed alcohol.
3. slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex.
4. slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex.
5. kissed someone of the same sex.
6. had sex.
7. had someone in your room other than family.
8. watched porn.
9. bought porn.
10. tried drugs.

MY TOTAL: 9

1. taken painkillers.
2. taken someone else's prescription medicine.
3. lied to your parents.
4. lied to a friend.
5. snuck out of the house.
6. done something illegal.
7. felt hurt.
8. hurt someone.
9. wished someone to die.
10. seen someone die.

MY TOTAL: 9

1. missed curfew.
2. stayed out all night.
3. eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself.
4. been to a therapist.
5. received a ticket.
6. been to rehab
7. dyed your hair.
8. been in an accident.
9. been to a club.
10. been to a bar

MY TOTAL: 6

1. been to a wild party.
2. been to a Mardi Gras parade.
3. drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night.
4. had a spring break in Florida.
5. sniffed anything
6. wore black nail polish
7. wore arm bands.
8. wore t-shirts with band names.
9. listened to rap.
10. owned a 50 Cent CD.

MY TOTAL: 3

1. dressed gothic
2. dressed girly.
3. dressed punk.
4. dressed grunge.
5. stole something.
6. been too drunk to remember anything.
7. blacked out.
8. fainted.
9. had a crush on a neighbor.

MY TOTAL: 5

1. had a crush on a friend.
2. been to a concert.
3. dry-humped someone.
4. been called a slut.
5. called someone a slut.
6. installed speakers in your car.
7. broken a mirror.
8. showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
9. brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush.

MY TOTAL: 5

1. consider/considered Ludacris your favorite rapper.
2. seen an R-rated movie in theater.
3. cruised the mall.
4. skipped school.
5. had surgery.
6. had an injury.
7. gone to court.
8. walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping.
9. caught something on fire.
10. lied about your age.

MY TOTAL: 7

1. owned/rented an apartment/house.
2. broke the law in the police's presence.
3. made out with someone who had a gf/bf
4. got in trouble with the police.
5. talked to a stranger.
6. hugged a stranger.
7. kissed a stranger.
8. rode in the car with a stranger.
9. been harassed.
10.been verbally harassed.

MY TOTAL: 6

1. met face-to-face with someone you met online.
2. stayed online for 5+ hours straight.
3. talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight.
4. watched TV for 5 hours straight.
5. been to a fair.
6. been called a bad influence.
7. drink and drive.
8. prank-called someone.
9. laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex.
10. cheated on a test.

MY TOTAL: 9

Grand Total: 59

If You Have Less Than 10.. write [im a Goody Goody]
If You Have More Than 10.. write [im still a goody goody]
If You Have more Than 20..write [im average]
If You Have More Than 30..write [im a bad kid]
If You have more than 40..write [im a very bad influence]
If You Have more than 50..write [im a horrible person]
If You Have more than 60..write [i should be in jail]
If You Have more than 70..Write [i should be dead]

#269 miss big foot!

2010-12-13T02:49:00.002+08:00

I guess not many girls have big feet like I do. Asians have remarkably small feet usually a size 6 or 7, I'm ze odd one with BIG feet but I really can't help being a size 10 feet. *poor me, maybe I'm a "ang moh" inside, how i wish i had green eyes & blonde hair*

I've been struggling with my shoes size ever since I was a teenager. Those days Vincci only made size 9 as their biggest size hence its always converse or slippers. I had tons of sneakers which are piled up somewhere in the house.

I've got this weird feel. I was never a fan of sandals because I find myself comical. Feels like Ronald McDonald & I hate clowns. Coulrophobia. Too much evil clowns these days. They are evil trust me!

In the modern world we are living in today you would think that fashion would come in all sizes but unfortunately for us it doesn't and whenever I do find a shoes that looks nice the heels are usually ridiculously high! I mean most people with large feet are usually tall so it's kinda weird when I'm already 170cm and I'm wearing 4-inch killer heels.

Yeah! I know the fact that I do not need a 4 inch heel but still got em. It's a girls thing! I just love heels! Although I did regret but a split second but the feeling fades away when I put the shoes on. I love long legs! Wom-gasm HAHAHA ignore me :P

#268 Bimbo speaks

2010-12-12T05:59:00.005+08:00

Good Morning darlings! Miss vain pot here can't sleep. FML (mum's telling me to stop saying fml lol cause it's like the whole universe is fucking me) Anyway it's December. I'm having me emotional break down as usual (it's my seasonal sickness) but now I can't wait for x'mas to arrive. The parties that are on it's way. HO!HO!HO!

I've notice my hair is thinning. Awww shit! Now I'm like super kan cheong! I'm only 21! I don't wanna go bald just imagine how ugly I'll look. See my bald parts? *dramtic bimbo scream!* Okay it's not bald yet but it's thinning & it's freaking me out.

Googled it. The ways to have healthy hair. First step, I've got to stop smoking (cutting down nao since mum & I had a deal *big smiles*) Smoking has been found to be part of the culprit to hair loss and I need a healthy diet. An adequate supply of Vitamin A, Vitamin B complex, Zinc and Copper are needed to promote healthy growth but not too much, too much of whatever is still bad!

Been taking crowning glory for a month now, I don't think I see results ): I think it's better to be safe than sorry, maybe I should start using tonic & hair loss shampoo, any suggestions out there?

Btw CX is coming to town! More vain talks from me. In case you guys don't know CX is Cathay Pacific. Being a air stewardess is like a girls dream job! okay maybe not all girls but vain pot girls dream job. It's something I always wanted but never went for it. Should I call it my run away ticket? (ignore me!) but I've got this stupidest problem ever and now that's it's in my way I seriously regretted getting it done. It's my tattoo, I'm thinking of getting tattoo removal, should I? I'm afraid that I might get scarred. (si bimbo!)

I think I look better this side. hahaha omg I'm such a vain pot! Can't blame me thou I'm high on sugar & I can't sleep. Can I say FML one last time? I've got another tiny problem, should I get a Blackberry Bold 3 or a Blackberry Torch? I can't make up my mind.

omgggg! I'm such a bimbo right? PS:// told you I look better from ze left :P Okay I think I had enough of myself as well. I better go to bed it's 6.41am, Sunday 12th Dec 2010 ;)

#267 PARTY FREAK!

2010-12-11T00:00:00.006+08:00

This is what I call a bitchy bimbotic hairstyle. haha. so GUESS.

It's Thursday night! So you know I know & I hope papa don't know :)

Scandal ngan JacJac & yeeween ♥♥♥

Jack & Jenice.

JacJac, Jenice & Vivian ♥♥♥

Wally, Ezra & a friend of theirs. Sorry didn't catch his name.

Booze Booze Booze!!

Moet Moet! Me love! Poppin bottles in the ice, like a blizzard!

I'm high here. Up & spinning! Siao liao!

Thankiu Deejays we love the way u spin! *CLAPS CLAPS*

Camwhore gila! Lovin' this picture!

YeeWeen Vivian Jenice :)

Wally & Yeeween

Joe Flizzow in da house ♥

Smile! you're on camera! Joe Flizzow's eyes macam tak buke je HAHAHA

sweet dao. wa jeles liao ):

Ezra! Ezra apa lu sedang buat?

Vainpot picha! LOL!

I love love superduper love this pic ♥♥♥♥♥♥

Look at that face! Aiyerrrrrr!

In the end, I happily KO on the couch ZOMG I've got to control! :P

#266 Just keep walking

2010-12-10T22:46:00.011+08:00

What's wrong with December? Everything seems so fucked up! Hello in case you guys don't know I've never pass my mathematics hence I'm never gonna figure it out! Canceled my Singapore trip. FML! Damnit. Well there's no zoukout for me but there's always Zouk in KL!

All those times I pushed you away was just me being insecure. I was only trying to protect myself, but just so you know, I loved you. Mark that. It's past tense!

Sighs troubles troubles & it's me that brought them to me. Silly me. I've gone back to freelance jobs lately. I hate to say this but damn it's fun & I feel so young again. lol.

Here are some pictures from the Agusta Westland Aircraft launch. Thanks for the pictures girls had fun working with you all ♥

Amy, Melissa, Me, Jamie & Angeline.

Us with AW 139 ♥

Dinner with my buddies at Pasta Zanmai. I donch like the food. Maybe it was someone's fault. Lost my appetite because you & yes it's all your fault!

Having my desert before my meal :P

This is weird. California roll made with pita bread roll.

ze tempura.

my favorite Agedashi dōfu

Tu la order so much in the end DBKL finished it :)

My current mood : looking forward for 2011!

#265 It's time to party

2010-12-05T09:33:00.003+08:00

I'm so happy :) Guess you guys can obviously see it from my picture. Nikon has finally fixed the camera. That means I can cam whore again. WHEEEEE ♥♥♥

This morning ze postmen woke me up. Oh course the half awake me dash to the door to see what's for me. Tadaaaa ♥♥♥ my bikini is here! woots!

My Victoria secret, green polka dot bikini ♥♥ I'm all set for zouk out at Siloso Beach, Sg. It's time to party with Tiesto & David Guetta & many more! OWH lala! I just can't wait to party!

#264 Bitchy Night

2010-12-04T00:07:00.007+08:00

my lovely san san ♥

Jimmy & Jen

Jacqueline Bibi in da house :)

Kent Fam ♥

How come jimmy got such nice complexion?

Wally ♥

Jac Jac ♥

Kent & Jenice

Penang Kia, Chow

2nd flaming :P

The effect of flaming

Chow & Wallie

Jenice gone tipsy ♥

3rd Flaming. or shall I say Flamingo :P

The after effect of the 3rd flaming lol

It's been a while since we were that wild. From Zouk we hopped to The loft, then Manor & lastly Vanity Mansion. Guess we were just on form yesterday, we couldn't stop ourselves.

Liquor rocks, all sorts of stuff we ordered, long island tea ♥, beer, black label and then the guys went crazy, started ordering flaming, 4 flaming, 4 different clubs. Got my chance to meet up with a few of my buddies. Miss you guys ♥

Zouk was fun but partying all by ourselves on Herritage row was awesome. HAHA I call this a bitchy party. My legs were so numb, I miss partying like this! How i wish to do this again soon :)

#263 Recent updates

2010-11-30T03:59:00.006+08:00

Hey everyone, how are things going?
I'm sorry I haven't updated for you guys. :(
I’m not really myself lately.
My life is so ~~chaotic!~~ Or some say fucked up.
Are any of you feeling this way?
Please give me ways to get through all of this.

There are moments in your life that make you and sets the course of who you're going to be.
Sometimes they're little, subtle moments.
Sometimes they're big moments you never saw coming.
No one asks for their life to change, but it does.
It's what you do afterward that counts.
That's when you find out who you are.

This x'mas I wish for love,
I don't need presents!
I don't need fake friends!
For once I want to immerse myself in someone else
To wake up with someone beside me.
To stay in bed and cuddle all day long.

I guess I miss being in a relationship.
I miss being in love & be loved.
I miss telling someone my problems.
I'm tired of being alone & I know I'm no longer alone

Stay positive, strong, and beautiful ♥♥♥
Jia Shin

#262 你快樂所以我快樂

2010-11-26T00:52:00.010+08:00

终于失业了可是同时也找到了一份不错的公。嘿嘿有点暗爽。可是我在这里学会的招数还是蛮多的。谢谢你们这班人！教好老娘做人的道理！同时也学会了很多。真是 “谢谢” 你们这班仆街！

我明白了做人要小心的道理, 因为这世界总是会有一些挫折会让你不知不觉在自己世界里不见, 同时也明白这世界坏人是多过好人, 要知道有些朋友只是在你面前时你朋友，在你后面就不是你的朋友了，还有一斑喜欢出口伤人, 搞风搞雨的鸡白！真是讨厌！

有时累了真的很希望被人疼惜, 我不想再烦了, 我以为我无所谓, 李嘉欣你太高攀你自己了! 伤心时, 总是喜欢搞怪, 星期四呆在部落格的感觉还不错, 喝了咳嗽药整个人飘飘然的, 好像high了，哈哈，哭包了，可是怎么还是有种失落的感觉? 笑，全世界与你同声笑，哭，你便独自哭。

我知道因为公事而影响了家庭, 这种感觉真的不好受, 我真的很抱歉, 可是我一次又一次的被整,我觉得够了吧, 希望你们会体谅。我真的很抱歉！对不起！让你们失望了！表面的坚强还能维持多久? 我不懂！其实简单一点，会活的更自在。这是我想要的！

同时在我最down的时候得不到我在尊敬的人的支持真的很难受。其实得不到就算了，为什么还要增加我的烦恼，在我最失落的时候，在我伤口撒盐，你是我妈咪咯！我不明白。只是懂我只好忍！你知道吗? 我那天已经跟你说了我找到公的消息，只是你没听见！根本就不是我呆在家无所事事！原来你是这样看我的。我真是失望到极点。

你么知道吗？其实喝不醉比喝醉更苦，一切都变得好清且，我到底想怎样？我也不懂，只是觉得自己很烦，希望此刻脑袋会停此一分钟，一分钟就够了，真的！我希望我以后的路会更明亮，现在我只想逃离这边的问题，你们真的让我不好受，难道整件事就只有我错罢了？我不懂！我还是觉得我错不完！你们要相信公司里的牛鬼蛇神我也没办法。只是请你们用脑袋想一想他们所的是实话还是谎话。

有可能吗？三个月我们的部门没开会？而且还是很轻松的！WAH！我不知道原来我李嘉欣不想开会整个部门就会为我而停下来。更加不明白的是我有成绩时就是他们做的，那我成绩不好时，是不是大家也在偷懒！真是他妈的！老娘我最近病得五颜六色尽然给他们所我在做兼职，请问证据在那里？难道没地点？

你们好好想想吧有没有道理！我亲爱的家人，是时候用脑了！不要只是喜欢被人搽鞋子！不要因为他们帮你打工久了就是可靠的！他们只是保着他们的饭碗而已。我和你是留着同一种血，我不会想害你们的！我更加不会想要你这间公司！更不会去争不是我的东西！

#261 Simplicity

2010-11-19T12:47:00.008+08:00

Hey peeps. How's everyone doing? For me? I'm not a fan of the wet weather lately. I got soaked yesterday & Zouk FML! Anyway here's a few shoot of what I did this week with Dex, Indonesian photographer.

I love his leica lens. The outcome was awesome but I think I've got to polish up my expression haha I look weird don't I? I wish I had bigger eyes & smacky lips then again I'm grateful with what I have now :)

I think he did a awesome job! I'm loving his work! Another fun photographer that I've work with. I know my poses are classic, but I just love em! Whoops! I hope it's not over rated! No theme, just simple pictures of me. By the way, that's him in the last picture. Cool eh?!

Thanks for the collaboration! Appreciate it. Lovin' it.

By the way here's a little bit more I did this week. I've open up a blog shop, Girls Overload, with my babe. Come check out our latest collection.

I SUPPORT KIM WEI WEI on smashpop.net!

#260 The Challange

2010-11-15T09:51:00.003+08:00

Here's what I did for the weekend. After such a long time, a studio photo shoot which turn out good, well at least I felt that way. I am really greatful to Duke, the photographer, this was the best photo shoot I ever had.

It's been a long time since my last photo shoot. I questioned myself. Why did I stopped? I used to love it, maybe it's because of the pushy photographers here & of course a few unhappy things that popped up along the way.

I am not a size 6 model, you've just got to accept that! I do not have big round eyes! Lots of photographers told me to open my eyes wider. Yam gong how is that possible? My eyes are small! I can't smile! Trust me especially smile and show teeth, that's pretty much impossible to me. Tried, failed and I'm never doing it again.

I mean you've gotto stop comparing me with my cam whore pictures or party pictures. It's different, I'm controlling the camera, I know exactly the right angel to capture the best moments of me. Haha yes that's the "DARK SECRET" but hey! shooting with a DSLR is different. Some photographers don't understand that.

Duke showed me what a real photographer would do. It's call making use of what your model have on them, he did not demand a single thing and he was really patient with teaching me and explaining to me each poses and why and how it's done.

I am really grateful for the lesson I've been given & thank you for the lovely portraits. These pictures are up to my expectations & I hope it's up to yours as well.

#259 sushi cakes

2010-11-09T21:42:00.002+08:00

Loving these sushi look alike cakes :)

#258 Reflection

2010-11-09T08:08:00.002+08:00

I'm that voice inside your head.
I'm the face that you have to face, mirrored in your stare.
I'm whats left, I'm whats right.
I'm the enemy.
I am the hand that will take you down, bring you to your knees.

I knew I wouldn't forget you, and so I went and let you blow my mind.

#257 Sunday Cookin

2010-11-07T19:16:00.006+08:00

Get the sauce from Delicious Ingredients for Rm14. Good deal eh?

Cook ze pasta. Drain ze pasta. Mix it with the sauce viola! Fettuccine with pesto sauce

#256 Happy Birthday Alien

2010-11-07T05:25:00.006+08:00

Meet ze birthday boy :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

Mr Macho

Jacqueline Bibi & I

Love ze blurry effect ♥

Jia Shin ♥♥♥ Siow Chin

He's older but he calls me KA JIE wtf!

Heng Daiss

Hennessy for ze night.

SMILEEEEE :D

More heng daiss

Random epic kung fu moves LOLS

If you ever need to learn how to pose with a cigarette.

Jason & Siow Chin

L-O-V-E
fuck love! fuck love!

Guys are whores as well

Drunk aliens for ze night :)

#255 Silly Me

2010-11-03T20:26:00.006+08:00

These lips said good bye to him long ago. It’s a silly world, the one that isn’t ours. Fret not. Things will remain the same because I never forget nor regret.

Breath and be loved, time moves no matter how hard you try to stop it. Everything will be perfect when you stop caring and all I need is a day in bed filled with cigarettes and french movies.

#254 Kiss my berry

2010-10-29T17:55:00.004+08:00

I am berry happy because it's berry pink ♥ ♥ ♥

I'm pretty bored with my blackberry. Especially with the scratches and all but this BB has a very nice owner (ME!) and I've decided to make it up to her so I got her dolled up!

*how lovely it goes with the color of my bag :D*

Meet Eric, the owner of h ttp://blackberryhousing.blogspot.com he's the guy to go to if you want to customize your BB, his prices are really affordable and he does the installation for free & it's gonna take you 15minutes max. This is what I call a PLC, peng ; leng ; zeng!

Went over to his place to pimp my berry, the moment he took out the 8520 sets, my eyes went bonkers, there was a tiny little voice inside me that chanted "I want! I want! I want all of em!"

I guess it's a girls thing. Any girl that sees the collection of BB covers with every color you can think of you will chant the way I did.

Here's a greedy confession of mine! I am still droooling over some of the colors *faints* While he was changing my BB I was practically changing my mind with the casing I went for because I was going through the shades of pink he have but then I was too shy to make the changes then again I love this pink very much & I'm glad I kept with it!

So BB users you know where to go now kan?

#253 Happy Halloween 2010

2010-10-29T12:35:00.008+08:00

HAPPY HALLOWEEN PEEPS :)

My crazy scary mama is giving you guys a HALLOWEEN SCARE!

ps:// ze eye balls are actually peanuts butter chocolate candies YUMMS

Got these cute doughnuts from KRISPY KREME cute kan?

#252 Happy Birthday Mable

2010-10-28T14:00:00.006+08:00

The Birthday Girl ♥

Gossip Gueens Mun Teng & I ♥

Mun Teng ; Mei Fong ; Pei Heng ; Me

You can never get enough of us :X

Cam Whores ♥ ♥ ♥

Piranha style ; meet my buddy Spens Spens

We couldn't stop. hahaha.

Ze Boys

The Do-Re-Mi

Pattern banyak-banyak!

candid time. smokers

Last but not least happy birthday Mable :)

#251 Oh my love, sailing always.

2010-10-24T11:37:00.005+08:00

This morning, I went to the market with my mum. The weather wasn't sunny like it used to be. Walking in the market remind me of her. Ate the same food I had the last time she was sitting next to me. I miss you.

October is coming to its end. For some strange reason I'm looking forward for November. I hope November won't be a long month because I can't wait for December. My dear plans I hope you work out perfectly.

We are growing up in a world in which the surface of the thing is infinitely more important than its substance. Oh my Love, Sailing Always ♥

Here's a soft song I found. Lovely for Sundays.

想念
詞:相如
曲:Anthony Wen

如果我們沒有遇見
現在就會快樂一點
我看不見妳的雙眼
心就快破碎不全

自己坐在空蕩房間
想著全是你的笑臉
我分不清是苦是甜
要多久才會厭倦

時間沒有帶走給我的一切
今天似乎特別明顯
想你在我身邊親吻我的臉
在孤獨的夜

眼淚提醒我對自己好一點
就算需要很多勇氣
我會試著學習我會繼續努力
把你放心底不再去想你

#250 The rebels mantra

2010-10-23T18:00:00.007+08:00

I am everything and I am nothing. Good morning unfulfilled world, throw me another bone. It's Saturday and it's wet and gloomy. I want to be dead in bed. Pajamas on, blogging, slurping a bowl of instant noodles. Damn it feels like Sunday! I hate the thought of Sundays! Who knows maybe I was born into the wrong era.

Where as magic is neither white nor black, I am neither good nor evil, not fully sinner and not fully saint. I’ve learned that there will be people who are going to use you, walk all over you and even push you down into the ground. Regardless of their motives, its important to get on with the getting on.

#249 Alcohol Nicotine Caffeine

2010-10-23T04:40:00.006+08:00

It was a wild night. The room was filled with alcohol & nicotine. When the sun came caffeine took place. I now understand what's a rebound. Silly me, I thought I was something but now I know. Thanks for truth. Although it did sting a little but I will recover.

You told me how it's going to end and told me it's alright. You picked me up and fixed me when I was broken. Thanks for the hours given. I appreciate it.

Girls who smoke aren't good girls. Girls shouldn't party that much. Am I really the problem here? You seriously got me thinking. Maybe I am. I tend to give people the wrong impression ; the impression that I don't want to settle down.

Bitter words hurts. “If one does not understand a person, one tends to regard him as a fool". I've been unleashed into the world, it's too late to turn back but you've got me thinking. Hopefully someday I'll change for my own sake.

I’m just losing my faith with humanity but I'll remember that getting hurt helps me get to my next level and change is what happens when the pain of staying the same is greater than the pain of changing.

#248 cat adoption

2010-10-22T18:21:00.005+08:00

Petepicture is having their annual pet adoption drive this weekend. These kitties need a loving home and companion, just like you deserve a playmate and loving companion.

How abourrit, eh? Visit. You'll never know, you might find the love of your life there :P

#247 Fashion Rants

2010-10-21T11:45:00.010+08:00

Here's a little vain picture of me. WHOOPS! Blazers are my favorite for this season. You could either get them from Topshop or Zara which I think its a rip off, cause they mark up the prices so I would prefer something online cheap & chic!

Center partings are for the free of spirit. Wear one and be naturally beautiful. I just love my center parting. Prolly gonna stick with it till I find something new. Sometimes a little bit of change might spark up your life.

Anyway welcome back Allen! Wonderful hangout session with the old ones last night. Just like old times kan? Thank you for all the silly little jokes, it really righten up my day. Sometimes I wish we will stop growing but pfffttt who am I kidding?

#246 Aku Lagi?

2010-10-18T14:43:00.008+08:00

why is it always me?

#245 Good night

2010-10-17T16:35:00.011+08:00

Sunday is about to end in 4 minutes and monday just round the corner. All of a sudden the contagious monday blues surrounds me. The thought of work makes me sick and I think I am sick not all because of work but partly.

Tsk tsk but life has to go on kan? It's okay I'll look forward for thursday to come, maybe a short trip will cure me. Maybe vodka's and long island tea will give me the sparks and TA-DA I'll be back!

Anyway changed my parting today, haha, I look weird but middle parting ain't that bad right? Well someone said that I'm having hair loss problems, hopefully it's not true but it's better to be careful than be sorry later on. Hairstylist advice, change your parting time to time.

Good night peeps & hopefully everyone will have a joyful monday